Love is not being controlled, called filthy names,love is not slapped,cursed at,spit on,punched,kicked,laughed at,made fun of,ridiculed,beat on,have your hair pulled out,being degraded,being made to feel worthless,being forced to having sex,being raped,being burned,being forced to sleep in a dog pen,being forced to sleep in a garage,being withheld food,sleep,clothes,being forced to surrender all your money or your worldly possessions ,feeling threatened,being manipulated,being lied to,being used,being forced to eat dog or cat food,being cut,being knifed, burned,tortured,being forced to suffer,being forced to wear a dog chain or dog collar,being sodomized,being drugged,forced to lose weight,threatened,being forced to do anything that is mentally,emotionally,psychical or spiritual that is harmful to you or life-threatening.Being forced to do anything that you feel is mental, emotionally, spiritually or psychically wrong.Also, love is not a being a punching bag for no one.Being told you need to lose weight or you need to change the clothes you wear or the way you are, and love is not staying with a spouse that cheats on you with other woman or men

The other day I had a person ask me why would you disgrace yourself to the world sharing such humbling things you have been through knowing people will look down on you and laugh at you? I wanted to address this question publicly and not privately because I want to share something very deep. When I was in my late teens and I saw and heard demons talking to me I was on the verge of committing murder or suicide. I was being tormented so badly that I hated mornings so badly because that would mean I would have to face another day of torment all day long but I hated nights because I knew that morning would come again.See I lived in a prison in my own mind to where anti-depressants, therapy, and countless hours being locked up in an institution left me feeling even more hopeless every day. No matter what I did things just got worse and worse and even though I attempted suicide 5 times I looked at that as being a failure because I couldn't even kill myself. I literally found life to be just a hopeless situation and a joke. A fellow employee ask me to speak with his pastor so I did but even a pastor said you said you talk about suicide you might as well take your life than 6 months later another pastor said you will never do anything great for the kingdom because how evil you have become. 6 rehabilitation centers and 7 mental wards, A.A.,N.A, several psychologists, 3 therapist and countless number of counselors all did nothing for me but Christ healed my liver, heart, kidneys and mind, in a blink of an eye. I was diagnosed with over 12 mental illnesses. So the reason why I will share this publically is because I lived in a world of pure hell in my mind for several years then I met Jesus Christ and he healed me and made me whole. So considering I am Free today, I will shout it from the rooftops I was insane but today I am free for 26 years now.

Keep it real.

Several people have asked me if I will come to their city and put on a conference? Well this might shock some of you but I go where I am appreciated not just tolerated. See when an elderly widow ask me if I would come to N.Carolina and put on a conference because so many teens were getting into drugs and committing suicide, she said please come here and speak. So I told her that all I ask is my flight, my motel ( like motel 6 or comfort inn) meals and a location to speak at.Well we figured out it was right around $ 6 hundred. Well, she pointed out how poor she is and how poor the area is but I said we serve a mighty God. Well 15 days later she had the money because people sowed into it, some she didn't even know, then a single woman brought me into Pennsylvania same thing God gave her the money to bring me in. Then A military chaplain said would you come to Arizona but once again same story and yet while I was on the way in the air financial miracles were happening to him . See my friends the God we serve is a mighty God, question is are you yes are you willing to be like Gideon, King David, Caleb or Peter or are you going to be just another person being complacent and living in fear . I have a media kit I will gladly e mail you if you want to know more about this ministry............( I have some exciting news ) I will be speaking Saturday night also at 6 pm in Humble also now.

I want to share something that has always touched and affected my life. When I lived in Tulsa, Ok I started up a power washing company and I loved it, I was power washing cars, trucks, boats, decks, houses, businesses, and heavy equipment. Well, the ministry grew to the point I could no longer have my business but I kept my power washer because I really enjoyed power washing. Well after moving to Wisconsin I knew the enemy didn't want me here but I knew God did well the ministry kept growing and needed to get things for the ministry but I had no local supporters so I knew as sad as it was I needed to sell my power washer for supplies and so I could buy groceries. I still miss my power washer and I someday hope to get one again but my point is this if someone comes to you in need are you willing to surrender something you really enjoy or like? See my power washer meant a lot to me because I knew it was fun but I also enjoyed just hanging out with God while I was power washing so when I knew people were in need I knew I didn't have a choice no matter how bad it was heart-wrenching. So many people contact me and say I want to start a ministry or how can I get my ministry to grow? So many people don't realize that to be successful in Gods eyes is to live as a living sacrifice but if you plan on having a ministry you will have to learn God requires this in every single area of your life and he will hold you accountable. See so many think I know I am supposed to help people and I want to build a ministry but this one thing God can't touch, well what so many don't realize is that one thing can hold you back from your miracle and your breakthrough, so no matter where you are in life and no matter what your doing ask yourself is there anything in my life that has become more important than my relationship with Christ? Because idols will keep you out of heaven!!!!

Hope to see you there............

HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE.